My bestfriend Lucky's mother passed away unexpectedly on Sunday, August 31, 2008. She's been a good mama to me. She loved me like a real daughter. I know its been a very trying time for her entire family especially for me and Lucky.
Sunday night, a friend texted me and said that Mama passed away. I was not in my senses at that moment and couldn't even think of what to do. I can't believe it's true because the last time i visited her 2 weeks ago, she was so happy and healthy. She was eating an ice cream and forcing me eat lunch. But i can't stay longer with her. We had a very heartful conversation about some complicated things. She never talked to me that way before. She told me all the words she wanted to tell me for a long time and those words are what i wanted to hear from her -- regrets, approval, love and last words.
I spent like 1 hour with her and she hugged me so tight that until now i can feel how tight it was. I kissed her on her left and right cheeks and hugged her too. As much as i wanted to stay but i can't. My body says you have to stay but my mind says you have to go. And then she asked me to stay longer but i said i have to go. :-( i have reasons for not staying long.
She gave me a big smile before i leave and then i bid goodbye while waving my hand. I can still remember her face at that moment.
Surely, im gonna miss her so much. She will always be here in my heart and i hope to see her again.
Mama, See you in paradise. I love you..Im glad i had an hour with you before you leave the world. Thanks for all the love and support. I won't forget my promise and our agreement. Bye Ma..i will miss you.
Dont waste your time...Hug and love the one you care for today who knows? we won't see them later.
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